Of love and updates.

Well. It happened. I met someone wonderful and complicated. Beautiful and flawed. Open and reserved. He is everything I never knew I wanted, what I did and didn't imagine or expect. He makes me want to be awake while alive.

How I managed to live 41 years without really feeling anything I will never know. It's been a year since we met online and just under since the first time we stood before each other. I'm. in. love. This may be my first time. It's exhilaratingly scary and I just can't stop myself.